Variation Venus

It’s not often simple task to find peace. It is not so simple to find time to get to a peaceful state. My day is full of work responsibilities that actively demand the maximum amount of energy I have throughout the day. After work, I need to summon extra from deep withinmy being, to take care of myself and my family.

The state of being at maximum efficiency and effort is not a peaceful state for me. No matter how productive positive the day might have been. It’s probably a by-product of taking more from myself than I should. It’s just too much.

For me, a peaceful state is when I have a moment to work on a hobby. To just stop and focus on being creative just to create. I’ve had moments in life where the worst has been happening, and it feels as if I don’t have anything left over for myself or to give to anyone else. But the moment I take time to create. It is like a chemical reaction happens. Peace and my chaotic focus mixes together, and I’ve recharged my reserves.